Bright star.. 

Bright star, would i were steadfast as thou art --

a masterpiece

 so many things went through my head these days......
so many possible futures i've thought of ....

bleah, how do u try to make something work when u dun even believe in it...?

 (o.0)
Seriously time waits for nobody
Haven't been blogging lately;;; in fact not much for this year.

i will not wait anymore.

test

........................ sitting alone in shanghai airport, 6 weeks passed by so fast..............fukuoka has left us behind....
i miss everyone, friends who i made in such a short time,
why?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sitting here sobbing to myself, they were all so nice!

who knows maybe i'll be participating in jtw afterall??
kyushu seems to be the right place............. with friends and company it would really cosy place... who knows
oh well!
continues sobbing...
ryo came late and i guess i was right afterall, he didnt really care about the farewell....
oh well... i dun care.... school's starting and it sucks!

ohisashiburi,
btw its the 3rd year in a row i'm in japan.
this time round on a summer exchange.... the funny thing is we've all been attached to a individual tutor and the one i've got doesnt seem to be interested at all... win already lor while other's are like super enthu... sianz

enuf about the complaining, the food here is not as nice as compared to tokyo and i really miss tokyo food alot i guess,
ev erything's on my fb so im not goin to say much..... maybe the time of blogs are ending and the rice of FB is hahaha

things break. they shatter right in front of your eyes

Porcelain and you're trapped
everything in slow, heaving.
Deep..

Pigeons fly in a flock to reveal a beautiful backdrop
how long will it lasts...
.............
meanwhile i bask in sun
............ without a care

1. Greys Anatomy season finale, really moved by the last few seconds.
Applaud to whoever writes the opening few lines to every episode, i've come to love it even more now....
 the guy who sang the last song:

Off i go
Greg Laswell; he rawks!



the fact that i'm doing my holidays.... has finally set in.... time to plan,
goin to chinatown to grab nice photoszz

Above this race of men stands an immense and tutelary power, which takes upon itself alone to secure their gratifications and to wath over their fate. That power is absolute, minute, regular, provident, and mild. It would be like the authority of a parent if, like that authoriy, its object was to prepare men for manhood; but it seeks, on the contrary, to keep them in perpetual childhood: it is well content that the people should rejoice, provided they think of nothing but rejoicing. For their happiness such a government willingly labours, but it chooses to be the sole agent and the only arbiter of that happiness; it provides for their security, foresees and supplies their necessities, facilitates their pleasures, manages their principal concerns, directs their industry, regulates the descent of property, and subdivides their inheritances: what remains, but to spare them all the care of thinking and all the trouble of living?.....

... After having thus successively taken each member of the community in its powerful grasp and fashioned him at will, the supremem power than extends its arm over the whole community. It covers the surface of society with a network of small compicated rules, minute and uniform, through which the most original minds and most energetic characters cannot penetrate, to rise above the crowd. The will of man is not shattered, but softened, bent , and guided; men are seldom forced by it to act, but they are constantly restrained from acting. Such a power does not destroy but it prevents existence; it does not tyrannize, but it compresses, enervates, extinguishes, and stupefies a people, till each nation is reduced to nothing better than a flock of timmid industrious animals of which the government is the sheperd....


sounds familiar? its closer than you think
O_____o